A Click Away From Reality

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For years, I've been watching many drama. Asian and American mostly.

Here's a list of some dramas I've watched {A recommendation as well :) } : [K- Korean, T-Taiwanese, J- Japanese, A- American]

1. City Hunter (K)
2. To the Beautiful You (K)
3. Master's Sun (K)
4. The Heirs (K)
5. Romantic Princess (T)
6. Itazura na Kiss (J)
7. Hana Kimi (T)
8. It Started With A Kiss (T)
9. Meteor Garden (T)
10. My GF is a Gumiho (K)
11. TVD (A)
12. Unforgettable Love (T)
13. Pi Li MIT (T)
14. Queen In Hyun's Man (K)
15. My Love from the Star (K)
16. The Secret Circle (A)
AND THE LIST GOES ON...

I remember being scolded once for watching the same drama for a month. Even at this very moment, I am watching a fan-made video of a Korean drama I am planning to watch. I watch not only dramas but also anime. Yes, I'm semi-otaku. Lol

I don't know but whenever watch these kinds of shows, it makes me feel as if my I belong to their world. I feel like "Oh dear, this can happen to me too."
It makes me think that one day, I can experience those things. It would seem like I am living in a new world, a world that fills all the emptiness in me, a world that makes me forget all the stress and burdens I've been carrying, a world that we all know is not true.

That is the downside. IT IS NOT TRUE. It is just a FANTASY.
I cry.


Yes, sometimes I ask myself WHY.

"Why can't these beautiful things on TV happen to me?"

 "Why can't I find my true love?" 

"Why can't I have such perfect face like them?"

"WHY? JUST WHY?"

BUT! There is no point for regrets now.
Even if other people would bitterly say that things that happen on TV will never ever happen for real, I don't care anymore.
I've accepted the fact that it is not real but what matters is IT GIVES ME HAPPINESS. SO MUCH HAPPINESS.
As I've said, it is an escape from a really shambolic world. For 15 minutes, 30 minutes, an hour, at least I can go to a world where I can feel problem-less. No school works, no chores, nothing at all. Just me and my precious laptop enjoying a world with all the cute characters.
A mere stress reliever I may say.

After that then bring it on. Face reality. Because that is the way life is. No one can deny that. :)
Let us just enjoy this one-of-a-kind roller coaster ride, sweeties.

There's so much ways to make yourself feel better when you're stressed out. It is just a matter of a wise decision.

So, one piece of advice, if you get bored or what, remember THE WAY I just told you now, all you need  is to look at the list above then CLICK and... *wink*

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