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You know... I have become a cynic. I don't believe that love is all or nothing anymore. I used to believe that it was. But my heart has been broken once and I don't want to go through that hell again. Love is not all or nothing for me. Because love, love is never selfish. I've always wished for the kind of love that will always spare something for oneself. Love that will spare a little for one's own happiness. The love that will not demand for too much and the love that will make you feel at ease. Love is not supposed to stress you out constantly. It will worry you,  yes, but it will never make you question your worth. Now, tell me. What kind of love do you want? I used to love fairytales. So much that I get a little too shallow at times. I just don't know why but I stopped believing in it now. I have turned into a realist and it sucks because sometimes it just becomes a blurry line between being realism and cynicism. I hope you realize that I was only trying

I guess this is my favorite chapter in Anna Todd's After series. It was genuine and heartfelt. Hardin has always had this taciturn personality. But in this letter, he tried so hard to express his feelings to Tessa by baring his heart and soul. Every single word is piercing. If there is anything I have learned from this letter, it is that if you truly love someone, you will have a brave heart to embrace and admit your flaws, no matter how fucked up it is. It is because  you trust your loved ones that they will accept you for who you are, heart and soul. Because that's what love is - not superficial but deep and meaningful. After We Collided, Chapter 43 Tess,             Since I’m not good with words when trying to relate my inner life, I may have stolen some from Mr. Darcy, whom you fancy so much. I write without any intention of paining you, or humbling myself, by dwelling on wishes which, for the happiness of both, cannot be too soon forgotten: and t

"You broke my heart but I won't falter." Welcome to this post. Thanks for viewing my blog. I can track the viewing stat, so, hi.  I SEE YOU. 🤗 Someone close to me is deeply pained and it's difficult to witness that. This will serve as a note to myself. I have kept this for so long but I am telling you this now. I know that you have reasons. You have an endless list of defenses. You would try to justify your actions or even try to convince people that you are not to blame. But know that when things do not work out in the end, it is not only one person's fault. So, I just pray that you do not view yourself impeccable. I have nothing but respect for you. You may have done the crappiest thing but I have every bit of respect for you that you deserve. You deserve to be happy and I hope you are. I just wish that in the future, whoever you end up with, you wouldn't have to live with the guilt of sacrificing good things in exchange for a whimsical decision y