Too much BS, not enough patience.

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This is a rant I have nowhere else to put. If you’re reading this, hello, welcome. 

I’m dealing with so much nonsense that I can’t even pinpoint what’s upsetting me anymore.

To all the selfish hearts and deceitful tongues, may you feel the weight of your own lies.



Just... better days. That's all I'm asking. 

Not everyone sees this post, but if you happen to, please leave a kind message. Because even small reminders of care make the BS a little lighter.


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